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Journal 5/7 - Failure
May. 7th, 2015 11:32 pm...
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...Gone. Nothing. No note. Not even a trace.
Did I... I couldn't have. No. But he's gone so I did. Promise isn't there anymore. I failed.
I can't stay here anymore. No more. I've asked Control for a job. Anything. Get me out of here. Make me leave. They gave me coordinates to a gang's hideout. Kill them all, they said. I'll do it if it gets me away from here. I can't stay. I won't. No.
I won't fail them.
Safe house is on the black list for nav now. ...why did I come back to fail? To lose? Focus. Complete the mission. Forget about the promise. Do as I'm told. Go back to being a ghost.
...I failed though.
...
...Gone. Nothing. No note. Not even a trace.
Did I... I couldn't have. No. But he's gone so I did. Promise isn't there anymore. I failed.
I can't stay here anymore. No more. I've asked Control for a job. Anything. Get me out of here. Make me leave. They gave me coordinates to a gang's hideout. Kill them all, they said. I'll do it if it gets me away from here. I can't stay. I won't. No.
I won't fail them.
Safe house is on the black list for nav now. ...why did I come back to fail? To lose? Focus. Complete the mission. Forget about the promise. Do as I'm told. Go back to being a ghost.
...I failed though.
