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spectre_de_la_mort ([personal profile] spectre_de_la_mort) wrote2015-05-07 11:32 pm

Journal 5/7 - Failure

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...Gone. Nothing. No note. Not even a trace.

Did I... I couldn't have. No. But he's gone so I did. Promise isn't there anymore. I failed.

I can't stay here anymore. No more. I've asked Control for a job. Anything. Get me out of here. Make me leave. They gave me coordinates to a gang's hideout. Kill them all, they said. I'll do it if it gets me away from here. I can't stay. I won't. No.

I won't fail them.

Safe house is on the black list for nav now. ...why did I come back to fail? To lose? Focus. Complete the mission. Forget about the promise. Do as I'm told. Go back to being a ghost.

...I failed though.